'Sudden strangeness..'

Today was my English exam.There was an extract given from- Keeping Quiet

"It would be an exotic moment

without rush,without engines'

we would all be together

in a sudden strangeness."

It was asked to answer- "What does 'sudden strangeness' mean?"

It was simple to answer this according to  the extract given.

But my subconscious mind was thinking something else..it got messed up!

Its feels so strange when those heartfelt giggles turns into silence all of a sudden.

When you start avoiding your best friend; once, without whom you couldn't survive!

When you have loads of things to share but EGO comes it between!

When your anger turns into ignorance!

It's strange..!

This thing is happening between us..?

A small misunderstanding is playing its role very well..!

Its hurting..Its painful to live without talking to her..!

But yet this thing is happening and I define it as- "SUDDEN STRANGENESS"!!

It HURTS..

It hurts..
when friends starts behaving abnormally,
making you feel lonely,
you are feeling bad,
yet you are bond to keep your feelings dumped!


It hurts..
when you really want the world to-
'U N D E R S T A N D'
you, your feelings,
but the world doesn't!


It hurts..
when somethings are expected,
from somebody,
close to your heart,
but the strength of your relation-
that is 'understanding'
is lost somewhere..


It hurts..
when the world seems right in every way,
and you find yourself standing all alone in the headway,
trying hard to match their speed,
but all your trials are just vain!


It hurts..
when you are betrayed,
by your strength,
by someone whom you really love,
then the world seems like a puzzle,
and you lose everything!


It hurts..
when FRAGRANCES of your life,
is lost somewhere,
you have nothing in your hands to do,
and you are just left with tears in your eyes,
and you are still smiling...!